Sunday, December 4, 2011
Were to go from here
I am 27 soon to be 28 I feel like I have not done what I set out to do and ever time I try I get a big huge road block in my way. I feel like I have been "ADJUSTED " each and every time which really sucks . To start with I had a great great job it was so great I even called it my surger daddy job it was that good. So that's was going good and everything the boss was talking about bumping up my pay and moving me some were else so needless to say my life was going good. So next good thing my settlement check for me surgery came in I was 6k up in life just I was so happy YES! 6k not alot of people see that all at once. Third best thing I got appoved for my motorcycle of my dreams it was awesome it was freakin beautiful it was so soo sexy it was more sexy then playmate it was a deffinent a OMG moment. And I got approve for this thing I was so happy nothing could go wrong in my life at that time. And then a stupid fucking. Cunt bitch wasn't watching the road or something and hit me going 60 mph and took all that awesomeness away from me. Took it all every fucking second of it. If I sound a little bitter about it I am . Oh and she took my good new car as well bitch!. So here I sit still kinda injured no money no car no bike no girl no nothing for my self. Am so mad but at the same time not really because if it was an adjustment then hopefully it was for the best. May the girl of my dreams come in the door or comes up to me and says some thing very cliche or something .
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damn dude, so plan on going thru and reading these when i have time (wish i had internet at home). but i do believe everything happens for a reason. i dont know why the hell this would have happened but i do hope that everything gets better for you. if u stay positive and believe that it will then it definitely will...n don;t feel weird for thinking about ur death. i thought i would die at 18 right after graduation. not for any specific reason i just didnt see myself with a future n didn't care to work on having one really. im here for some reason and so are u. we just have to make it all worth while when we can!!
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