A girl from far away

So I have been getting this email from this girl. I don't know how it really came about but we been sending emails back and forth and stuff . But I have a problem I don't know if she is real or fake I have seen pictures of her and she is gorgeous and I mean beautiful.. Well I think she is beautiful and she has answered some of questions not all of them which makes me a little more uneasy. So now she says she is going to come and visit me here which freaks me out just a little more. The problem I guess is I have a real hard time trusting anybody as is and that. Of against anybody it's just the has tough me to always watch your back no matter what. There are only a hand few of people I trust in my life 100% and I guess if your reading this your one of them lol or your to far away to beat me with some thing haha.

Back on point so I don't know if I should even believe any of this crap that she has told me. Other thing is why is she interested in me?But that what I say with any chick why me and what is your angle? Is this bad i don't know but that what I know from other relationship. If a chick date me for the most I know they must have angle their running away from some asshole that hit them so they find me because I look mean and they know I don't stand for that shit or I have money and they want it or they want me to fill a void in there life at that moment and then throw me away I don't know what it is. But that is what I know about relationships.

I hope she is real and really real about what she says. Maybe she is my prayer answered but I doubt it. I really do I swear if she is real but only wants my liver she has another thing coming lol lol.. If this ends being false as suspect and some body just wants fuck with me I am going back the old me because I am done with play by the rules. Playing the rule you only get hurt swear.