Tuesday, October 25, 2011

I miss u

As I sit here tap my gun to my head knowing what you said would be last I would ever hear from you. As i remember everything about you from that night . It was last time we would ever kiss. It was cold that night so I gave you my hoodie told u to keep warm and you smiled and said you will. As I sit here knowing the god has a perfect angel and knowing that you could be in better hands. But still think I had something to do with what happened that night. Maybe they were meant for me they should of be for me I was the Bastard who did everything wrong. I still don't know why but I miss you so much. Your sweet smell every morning as you walk past my window to knock on my door I alway look like I was sleeping but I was already awake just waiting for you to say my name. I still have the ring I gave you and still trying to keep that promise of becoming a better person. I have it with me always. You will always be mine and I know your resting in peace. Because you were always peaceful and so soft. I miss you so so much

1 comment:

  1. im sorry for ur loss david, however long ago the pain still seems fresh at times. all i can say is, it was always meant to be. otherwise she would be here, and if its meant to be, only thing you can do is learn from it. so long as you learn something u keep her memory alive. still doesnt help the pain tho. im sorry friend

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